Woo, having an evening off to do whatever I want.

But realizing that I would have rather worked.

Not working makes me realize how truly lonely I am right now. All of my friends are a minimum of an hour away. I want to finish school shopping but the idea of going by myself is really lame. I am just really sad today. I wish it was September already. I strongly dislike summer.

It seems as though I go through this every few years. At one moment, I have an abundance of friends. It’s almost difficult to fit everyone into my schedule. Next moment, I have no social life. My social life consists on the people I see at work. Both extremes are really shitty. That’s why I like school. I get my fill of people when I am lonely but then I can see only a select few at all other times.

James just told me that he is going to visit on Wednesday. Now I’m feeling a little bit better. It’s amazing how that works.