Myself

OHMYGOODNESS COULD IT BE?!

Could I potentially not need to come up with 7 grand for my upcoming year at school?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Okay, so I have had such an uphill battle with money and financing my education since the very beginning. Freshman year, my grandmother cosigned on a loan for me. YAY. Everything worked out just peachy. Sophomore year? Yeah, not so much. Applied for a loan. Denied. Grandmother applied as a cosigner. Denied. Couldn’t get anything. I had to come up with the money out of pocket which is easier said than done. Three grand is hard to come up with when you’re hardly working because of school because labs get in the way of ever trying to work and it’s honestly a never ending cycle. So yeah. Last year sucked money wise.

Now, I got my tuition statement in the mail. 6,742 dollars are due to the business office by August 1st. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Oh man. That’s funny! Oh wait, you’re not kidding? You mean you expect me to come up with almost 7,000 dollars in a month and a half? Well, fuck.

I’m thinking: YAY I’M DOOMED. HORRAY! DROPPING OUT! SO EXCITED!
Or: YAY 70 HOUR WORK WEEKS FOR THE NEXT 6 WEEKS!

So I thought, well both of those options really kind of blow. So hey, why not apply for a loan?! I got denied because of insufficient credit history. Yawn, tell me something I don’t know. Applied for another. Denied again! So I thought, you know what? I’m going to ask my grandmother. So we sat down today and filled everything out. Now I couldn’t believe what it said when we were finished.
“Congratulations! The information provided has been accepted based on preliminary checks. We will be verifying the information provided for accuracy and will be coming in contact via e-mail when a final decision has been made.”
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SO SEEING AS ALL OF THE INFORMATION WE PROVIDED WAS ACCURATE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET THE LOAN AND NOT HAVE TO COME UP WITH A GROSS AMOUNT OF MONEY IN A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME. I COULD POTENTIALLY HAVE A NORMAL COLLEGE EXPERIENCE FOR ONCE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

So yeah. I’m excited. And praying kind of. I need this so badly. So. Freaking. Badly. Please, someone, let this happen.

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